Words can seldom describe
What I endure
Feeling abandoned and glum
Words echoing into my ears
Why? Why me?
Why am I the chosen one?
Why you broke me down
Shattered all my hopes
You gave me the strength
To carry that child of mine
Who will call me mummy
Feel me and embrace my chest
I will never gain those precious moments
The first kiss, holding on to your little finger
Never teach to ride a bike
Have a first day at school
You were gone before I knew
Without bestowing me with the fortune
Of my existence as a mother
Each day is struggle to get through
My heart aches
I do not know how to muddle through
I close my eyes for a glimpse of you
For you exist in heaven’s home.